December 2009
62 posts
So these past two days,
I wake up and my lips are effing huge. HAHA. omg its the funniest thing ever I feel like a black girl. Idk why it keeps happening but in the morning they’re huge & then they swell down to its original size. But its the most hilarious thing in the world. So yesterday I woke up fairly early and went to tommys. We played Streetfighter4 & he got mad cuz me & jacq pwned his sorry...
We knew it would happen eventually.
xo,jen
I think this is the first time in a long time,
where a wish I made at 11:11 really came true.
xo,jen
Hullo butterflies,
havin’ a little party in my tummy, eh?!
xo,jen
I love how you almost always add the noses to yer...
xo,jen
I just gotta say,
It made me so happy to see him last night. He played ‘if it means alot to you’ by ADTR on the guitar & sang a little bit of it. Serenade much?! hah. I named my horse after him on zelda. Its safe to say that you should never ask me what I wanna name animals when yer holding the controller x) & I guess i sucked majorly playing baseball, so he came around &...
6 Way...
marvinnatortm:
Sunday, December 27, 2009
-ed with cousins last night over the phone. Hella fun. (; Haha Ateh Janice called me over RJ’s phone, then Ateh Janice called Jacqui, I called Jenni, then someone called bro. xD Hecticc. Ateh Janice was the only drunk one, but it seemed we were all drunk. We sang You Belong With Me pitifully. xD
I CALLED MARK DUMMY! hahahahaha.
Reblog if you miss someone.
ritacannabista:
whistlinunderneathmyskin:
recklessly-love:sineadmarguerite:obkstm:rawryourlife:nathanintothesea: thathippiekid:(via itsmemanny)
Because I just can't hold it in.
Yer smile gets me. Every single time. & the way you say my name… its unbearable. My heart can’t handle the pace you make it beat at but its not like I can help it. And you make me laugh until I cry. & when I think about it right now I laugh as hard as the first time you said it. & you smell good. I like being close to you. & the way yer hand feels, how you laugh, yer...
"Should I give up or should I just keep chasing...
“… just give up.”
AHHAHAH.
xo,jen
I had a pretty good day yesterday.
Went to Rita’s around 4 i think & we were chillin’ in her room like always. & she french braided my hair like a million times because I kept taking it out. I looked like i was about to ride a horse. Haha. Then rudy & eric came around & we watched tv. Which was pretty funny because throughout all the things we watched we managed to point out all the hidden dirty things....
Just a few more hours...
and i’m gona have one of the best days of winter break. I love how things work out.
xo,jen
If I ever see you again...
& this gun is loaded, you’ll sleep in hell.
xo,jen
You didn't have to tell me in the first place.
Niether of us didnt have to say anything. If we hadn’t, maybe i’d feel better right now.
xo,jen
Okay so.
I don’t recall being the kind of person that gives up. Except for today. I have tried so hard for such a long time. I could’ve stayed away when I had the chance. Before any of this escalated, I could have stayed away. If i did, I wouldn’t hear every fucking song & have yer face pop in my mind. The way you looked at me that one night. STUCK in my stupid mind. And if I stayed...
days roll on, shout it out loud. days roll on, we...
xo,jen
i told myself not to
but i did anyway. & now im sitting here wondering if it all was a mistake or not. it really shouldnt be this hard. it has never been this hard. so why do i try & keep it going? because im foolish & i never do whats right. get outta my head. :’(
xo,jen
& It's coming closer.
School sucked today, i hate it when teachers cram last minute work on the last real day of the term. Tomorrow I get to spend two hours in two sophmore classes. YIPEEE! Sike. At least I have Rita & Steven in first. And second period usually rocks my unmatching socks when its a good day :D After school was pretty sha-weet. Hung around for an hour give or take a few minutes cuz I couldnt find my...
I like playing with yer hair.
& being close to you.
xo,jen
i had a dream & you were in it. again.
just a couple days ago you were in my dream. & then last night, or early this morning rather, i had a dream with you in it again. you can guarantee i woke up in a very confused & irritated mood.
xo,jen
Went to Rita's yesterday,
& it was one word: interesting. When I got there we just chilled in her room. Which is for some reason never boring. I’m pretty sure that I feel most comfortable with her. Cuz i want her for christmas. LOL. & she was listening to some ghetto shit HAHA. & then I attempted to do my homework cuz she was too but then I got bored & put my stuff away. :p & then you came. It was...
sitting in spanish...
thinking about you n_n i cant wait to see you.
xo,jen
Yes. Thats what I'm doing...
Risking my sanity. For you.
xo,jen
I love me some Rita Duran ^-^
ShE’z MAH BEzTFREND. <3
xo,jen
We had a wonderful conversation today,
about absolutely nothing. But it went on for a while, not a dull moment in sight. I wonder if you thought about it. I wonder when you’ll tell me who it is. Because even though I feel like it may be something I’d wanna hear, theres something pulling me away, & telling me its not.
xo,jen
Mondays
Usually SUCK. & I woke up this morning with expectations of a long, cold & bad day. Rita texts me & tells me to skip first period with her & of course I’m down cuz really who wants to sit in a cold classroom on a hard chair watching Hotel Rwanda with a bunch of underclassmen? SO we go to Yannick’s place & kick it there while first period is still going. 20 after 9...
Heaven forbid
Well aware of your sins. In the wake, i’ll be just like the rest. Tell the sun don’t fall so we’ll never forget.
xo,jen
I think its funny how
What I did on friday night hecka blew up in my face. I didn’t hurt anyone. I didn’t do or say anything hurtful. All I did was go out & do something to relieve some stress. And to have some fun, cuz I haven’t let go in a while. Yet I was able to gain a whole group of friends who ended up being upset. Whatever though. Yeah this shit kinda hurts but what can ya do? NOTHIN.
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